Je m'appelle Paquita, j'ai 26 ans et je suis de Cannes.
Je débarque! Ca fait 8 mois que j'ai découvert l'OVNI!
<3Je vous passe les détails mais ça fait un choque...
Surtout, quand au départ, rien ne prédestinée à, un jour littéralement succomber!
A la base, je suis une hyper JACKSON... Et à l'époque où j'ai découvert Michael rien ni personne n'aurait pu me faire m’intéresser à qui et/ou quoi que ce soit d'autre. Vous voyez le truc? J'étais à 3000% sur MJ, et puis c'était tout!
Puis rien ne sert de dire que quand j'ai eu écho d'un certain "conflit" entre Michael & Prince, made in medias, mais je ne le savais pas et ne voulais pas plus m'y intéressée que ça... Bhen Michael a eu gain de cause dans mon cœur et sans chercher à savoir j'ai bani Prince.
Certains d'entre vous vont peut-être me cataloguer direct du coup mais c'est pas grave.
Ceci étant, aujourd'hui, bhen j'men mords les doigts! Si! si, c'est vrai!
Pour ainsi dire, Prince m'est tombé dessus dans la semaine qui a suivi sa disparition.
Long story short, ça m'a tellement bouleversé que j'ai écris mes ressentis pendant des jours sans savoir ce qu'il m'arrivait... Je suis Française, née à Cannes et me voila en train d'écrire des centaines de lignes en Anglais et sans réfléchir.
J'ai alors décidé de retranscrire un de mes ressentis, (le tout premier), dans un blog pour partager, cette fulgurante découverte avec les fans de Prince.
Pour autant, je ne me considère pas comme une "fan" à proprement dit, sachant, de par ce que j'ai pu vivre en étant fan(atique) de Michael, tout le mal que cela peut faire.
Voici la retranscription de mon blog. J'espère que vous apprécierez, bonne lecture. Et que la Music Soit!
"Prince,
Here I am writing with my "Purple" pencil...
For more than a week now, you joined Heavens' Doors.
Well, I can't explain why, but here I am crying my Soul out!
Your Voice, Talent and Shining Soul! All these beautiful Gifts, that only a few can get to really understand and love... Tremendous Treasurers... You were, and still are, the Heart of Gold.
I never experienced this rushing need to write all my feelings down on blank papers before! Even for Michael!!!...
What is wonderful and which I will cherish for the rest of my life, is what life itself, and Spirituality have in store for me to discover each day.
I came from... Don't knowing and/or like you to that tremendous revelation that you became for me... Just after... You left for Heaven. I'm sure God Has one of the best places There For you, Child of Gold! You found, your... "Way Back Home"... <3
Before you, I was totally, immensely into Michael, no one else but him. I, at some point came to totally forget Myself in his name. As the time passed by, I came to realize that he wasn't and couldn't be my "Life ruler" anymore.
At first things weren't so easy to admit. Well, lots of feelings were knocking at my Heart's Door... And then, after that period of Self questioning and of having put some things back at their place. After that, after having wondered who I would become without him to finally come to the point of who I really am because of not being attached to him on a non-stop basis.
I came to realize that I could and will shine My Own Light!
For more than 10 years I came to know a wonderful Soul. His!
Now Time has come for Me, Myself and I to come and know My Soul!
I know from loving both of You now, that I've a beautiful and bright One.
But, here again, the Time has come for me to learn and know something else.
Dearest Prince, here is why I want to tell you how deeply You Touched Me, in an instant...
For days, before you left, I didn't feel good, at all but I didn't why... And then, maybe the day after you passed The Gate Away, I knew I have been Touched, but held on not to let me be floored... And here I am writing to shed my tears away.
You're a true revelation for me.
For weeks, months now, I'm putting myself back under questionnement. In the sole goal to allow myself to go forward with my LIFE, the fullest I can! I discover lots of things as the days go by... Thank you Life.
To end up that 1st chapter,
Thank you My Prince, thank you for Protecting me, while on giving me this beautiful feeling of Freedom and Ecstasy!
I Love you, Prince Roger Nelson <3"
